yay im not on crack. supposedly...

yes. life isnt complete witout the random dancing chik. XDDD

RAWR! I'm at skool typing this and stuffez.

April a.k.a DARK is sitting right here next to me!

She says hi. shes ma wife. and this idiot Adam is bothering me. Ah retarded ppl can't jump. XD

My friend likes a guy in my 2nd period and i have a question.

Say u cut a person, Does the skin make a sound when ur ripping it off?

I think it would make a squishy sound. cuz of all the blood and stuffez. but anywayz. im just doing this real quick. see u laterz i guesss.

I need to put more gay pics on here....

This is some bullshit.

In my 2nd period all we do is go on the computer and thats it. its a newspaper class, as in the SKOOL newspaper. we do all of our stories at home! We only use the computers to edit, put in pictures and make final drafts. other than that, we do nothing but bullshit around and joke.

Recently we have been having fun with Chuck Norris. LMAO. ChuckNorrisFacts.com

funny site...funny. Anyways. We were researching Three 6 Mafia. We came to the conclusion that Three 6 Mafia was a secret Satanic cult, brainwashing our young teens of today. I mean, come on! Three 6 Mafia. Three 6? 666? PSHAW! SATANISTS!

In their song "Stay Fly" The chorus is a bit jumbled. Some people say its "Stay fly....Till i die" But others say "To my god...Lucifer" And some other ppl think its some other kinda bullshit i cant remember right now...

Anyways. Since we were bored and curious, we found the video and started listening to it. I SWEAR TO GOD! THEY'RE SAYING LUCIFER!

Everyone in our little class agreed. Lucifer. But our teacher said "Thats bullshit! This proves nothing"

"Ok," said my friend Gio. "Lets listen to it BACKWARDS!" After like, twelve minutes of joking around and dumb puns, Gio recorded the first verse and chorus. We heard it backwards and it sounded weird. Like chanting. Then we heard "RRRROOOAAAARRR!!!!"

Like, everyone jumped and we all screamed like lil pussies. But it was only Andrew. KILL DEATH DESTROY!

Then we FINALLY listened to it all the way backwards. We heard weird Chanting again...then he heard "RAAAAARRRTTT!" And that...WASN'T andrew.

After we shook off our fears and stopped joking around, we listened to it again and heard "Don't mess with Three 6 Mafia" Then that "RAAAAARRRTTT!" sound again. ZOMFG. that was scary as shit.

We listened to a bunch of other songs backwards and only Three 6 mafia seemed to be satanic...

Obviously we were scared shitless. Then we started joking around. Margie said "Oh. Fuck this! I'm gonna spread some holy water on that computer. I'm never using that thing AGAIN!"

Lyzbeth, our editor said "Yeah Margie. Put holy WATER on the ELECTRICAL appliance" omg. it was the WAY she said it. I couldn't stay on my feet i was laughing so hard.

Then Gio, He's like the master joker, said "Yeah Margie. Then Lucifer's gonna come out in the sparks. then ur gonna spread more holy water on the ELECTRICAL appliance"

omfg. We said so many jokes that i think i started crying XD

Then the annoucements came on. "Ya know," I said "That would be SO fucked if we heard 'Hello Trojans! Today's Morning annoucements are RARARARARARRT! THREE 6 MAFIA! RARARARARRT!'"

omfg. I got a headache from laughing and my teacher her head on the computer screen. lmao.

The whole day i kept laughing like a fucktard and saying "RARARARARARRRT! THREE 6 MAFIA! RARARARARRT!"

Everyone in skool thought i was even more nutz than i previously was.

I hope i don't die from listening to Satanic Music. but dear GOD. It was fun as fuck.

(I'm not even gonna start on the Lucifer and Satan thing.)

Whoo boy. I'm currently trying to watch the entire season of Neon Genesis Evangelion. 24 or 26 eps. Me and my ex broke up a while ago...hmm, the saturday before christmas. or whenever. who cares?

We still talk. But hes more quiet than before. Not my problem. I hope hes hurting like the lil cock muncher he is. I want him to feel HEARTBREAK AND ANGER! and maybe a little homicidal too...

Ok. My lovely Wife Aprie wasn't in skool today

But i shall survive ...SOMEHOW! APRIL WEAR UR DAMN RING! HOW CAN I KEEP THOSE HOES OFF MY WIFE IF THEY DONT KNO UR MARRIED????!!!!

*coughs* yea...ok....watever. During the break i got a turtle. His name is Rock Lee. after the greatest anime character EVER! Damn turtle got lost in the car. He'd crawled out of his tank, up the back seat and into the back window. WTF. I found him but it was like...How the hell do you lose a baby turtle in a car? He's so small he can fit in the palm of ur hand and there's still a shitload of room. But he's gotten a bit bigger, not much tho, if at all. O yea, my mom got sum fishies too.

LMAO. THE FISH GOT STUCK IN THE LITTLE PIPE. my mom had bought this toy pipe thing for the fishies to swim through and shit.

one of the albino fish got stuck, me and my sis had to egt him out. She used a butter knife. but she didnt cut him. A big chunk of his flesh got knocked off cuz he was stuck pretty tight. One of his fins had split when he tried to escape by himself.

and the other fin is MUTILATED because he kept struggling when we tried to help him. But basically. hes doing ok. I have Named him General. dont know why. dont CARE why. Stupid fucking fish.

lol. My friend Peter thought he was gay. I was so happy. I luv Homosexual things. (Ish Bi. Love the soft girls)

So me and my gay friend Isaac sat him down. And told him the evil dirty mechanics of Homo Fucking.

His exact words were "HOLY SHIT! I'm straight. I'm as straight a line"

"You're sure that line isn't curving...?"

"Don't fuck with me! I'm not gay anymore"

It was like a fucking switch. Damn straight people. So fickle.

God! He's such a fucking little baby! My bf is such a dickhead. "Rhiana, we never spend anytime together" or "Rhiana, you always ignore me" Dear god man! Theres only so much of me to go around! Give me some fucking breathing room!

If I'd known he would have gotten this clingy I woulda never asked him out! Fucking moocher. Then he wants to cry like a retard when I get a little mad. Fucking Bitch!

I TOLD him when I asked him out that I'm hard to be with, that I love my friends more than anything else. That I like being alone , with my OWN space. GOD! HES SO DUMB! Always hugging, always touching. I wanna stab him in the nutz and drag his entrails across my WALLZ!

When my friends need me, I'm there. I dont care WHO you are. And it doesn't help that my bf is part of my MAIN group of friends. So I see him EVERY fuckin day. I hate that. It annoys the shit outta me. I'm used to having my space. But he's there. always. Wanting attention I HATE, and hardly ever Give.

He's too damn needy. And to top it off, he's jealous of my best friend. Who is a raging Homosexual male, that wishes to be ASEXUAL and an ETERNAL VIRGIN.

How dense can u be? To be JEALOUS of a Gay male teen who claims to be asexual and wants to NEVER have sex? Damn. I alwayz get the fucked up ones. So he cried, I pretended to cry witH him so he'd just up. I made alot of sacrifices for him. My body, I changed half my life style for him!

I suddenly don't feel like cuddling or talking to him and he's hysterical. I cant handle that buddy buddy lovey dovey shit. I can watch it, but not be part of it. Whenever he touches me I feel like throwing up, or snatching his dick off. Or both.

I warned in the BEGINING that it'd be hard. That I'm UNSTABLE and I have serious MENTAL PROBLEMS. I mean c'mon, I have random breakdowns in the middle of hallways. I hate when people expect alot from me. He's just being an attention hog. My friends fucking NEED me and you want to kiss and touch my body?

Oh hell no. Fuck u. Fuck u up the ASS.

Why am I still with him you ask? because I hate to see that fucktard cry. And then he's gonna leave our group of friends and he'll get all depressed. So far, he's picking up my bad vibes and is keeping his distance. I'm glad.

Anyways. Becuase my bf has been all up in my BIZZNASS, I have been retreating to my best friend David lately. and I need to stop. But David just draws people to him. But if I have no David then who will I have? I have my other friends yeah, but David understands me and makes me feel good. When I'm around my bf I feel dirty and annoyed and suicidal/homicidal.

I think I'm even more insane than I previously was.

This picture was taken by my dear friend Candy Cork( Carolina) Last year at the end of the year.

And yes. I wore all that jewelry EVERYDAY ALL DAY. Until I got home. It was nice. I have on more rings but you can't see them cuz of my fingers. but now I'vr toned down. Yes. Look at my hideous face. Becuase of my appearance i was often mistaken for a rocker chick. XD lmao.

In a way i AM  a rocker, and just about everything. cept for a druggie and whore. I'm everything but those...

Ok. Bye.

Read these from Left to Right.

Read the left part down. then the right part down.

Read Whichever way u want.

Read from left to right.

XD I hope u liked the picks i have conrtributed! my birthday is on Tuesday! and my sis got me my first tattoo yesterday! its the kanji sign for Love! it looks like this.

That Sybol right there. Its on my right arm with the word Love under it in cursive. Do not believe wat anyone says. Tattoo's HURT. its a microscopic burning needle punching into ur skin over and over at about 200 miles an hour. WHILE, being dragged across ur skin. the SHADING hurts ALOT.

 its not excruiating. But its ok. im gonna get another one when i get the money wit the kanji for HATE.

My sister couldnt feel her hand for about 3 minutes. lmao.

okaiz. LATERZ!

 wow. i've been like in a comatose for so freakin long! hey pplz. i feel so ODD.

i mean i've been writing fiction, and im on the newspaper thingy and it sucks and im hungry. laziness is a curse i know.i feel like i've been ignoring every1. even my own bf.I LOVE YOUR HAIR ABC APRIL!

there's sumthin bout YAOI that makes me smile !^_^ every1 is a MAN!

the maid is a MAN. hard to believe. but it is.Duo Maxwell take a bow!

Humans are cruel ruthless beings

Cheating and lying to satisfy their own twisted pleasures

The human mind is a scary place

Filled with tortured disgust and underlying pain

Humans disgust me

And because I am one of these vile creatures

I hate myself

And as such, my cowardice pulls in and I am afraid to end my pathetic human life

Humans

Justifying their actions by false emotions and the cliché that is LOVE

Giving themselves the right as to who dies and who lives

Taking it out on the unfortunate for their own failures

I believe in many things

Not all humans are bad 

I shall grant you this

Only a few hundred in a trillion are good

I talk to them everyday

Their pure hearts shining through and touching my soul

Scarifying all the caked darkness

While my own soul, black and heartless in its despair

Describes their utter destruction

Envious of the light they so obliviously possess

I truly am human

I truly am sick

Human

A personification of life, soul and mind

Humans really do sicken me

I hate humans for many reasons

Mainly because they are lower than low

Their first priority being themselves and their pleasure

Hn

As the evolution of intellect upgrades

The human mind grounds down

Downward into the basics of civilization

Survival of the fittest

Everyman for himself

Fuck or be fucked

Although I have a choice to stop it, to end it all

My cowardice embraces me and I stop and I weep

But I live

And I breathe

And I love

No matter how false it all is

And I weep

 And I Suck! Yahoo!